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i can't believe it. its been almost 3 months since i last blogged. is it a good sign or a bad sign? oh well at least i'm blogging now.

i'm really amazed by a certain someone name livi. she can blog almost everyday. i just visited her blog and her archive is like huge and the list seems endless. how does she do it? well, lets just say that she is faithful in sharing her thoughts and feeling to the masses. i'll be the first to ask her to hand me all her stories on her blog cos i'll get them published into a book. i'm sure lots of people would like to read "the Memoirs of Livi". 1 word of advice livi, get copywrites for the contents of your blog.

i'm glad a certain someone name JT is doing well.

congrats to siewling for her obedience to be water baptised last sunday.

speaking about last sunday, davyd was seen at service. he was recovering from shingles. its a really disgusting diesease. for those who do not know waht it is, its like pox but way more disgusting. anyway to cut the long story short, i was on stage managing duty, i wasn't expecting him to turn up, came out after service ended, saw him, felt super estatic, went to him, gave him a big bear hug. so for those people who thinks that i am a cold and expressionless guy, you are wrong. i only do this kind of things when they are my.......... sheep. so dun expect me to hug you ok. and dun hug me unless you are certain individuals. my love language is words of encouragement and gifts. so no hugging no touching.

exams is in 3 weeks. what i bummer. one of my paper is after national. so it means i cannot rest. so it means i have that entire day to study. so it means.......... POOR BAO. btw, ronnie's birthday is on national day. speaking of which, he just came back from pahang. his dad is better now. but he will be shuttling back and forth to help out in his dad's business. prayerfully, his dad will recover really soon.

i have just discover that i have a phobia of crowds. not in terms of public speaking kind but its more of a place that is packed with people. its not claustraphobia also. i realised this when i was making my way home on train one day after work from lavander. everyday i'll have to pass by bugis and those who works around bugis junction know that the food court in bugis junction has the worse smell. just by walking pass the food court, you'll smell like it. some of you might not know but i have a sensitive nose. i can smell things. its like smell are amplified 10x. i'm like wolverine minus the claws and the rage and the skin tight costumes. anyway that day th etrain was super packed. and when it stops at bugis, truck loads of people just stream in. we were packed like sardines literally. at this point of time i was really feeling dizzy and queasy. firstly the smell and secondly i'm squeezed into a corner. i started to break out in cold sweat. no joke. i was really gonna freak out. in my mind i was trying to keep myself sane by talking to myself and praying. it was really bad. so now in order not to go through this again, i've decided to always take a less packed train.

just yeaterday i did an activity with davyd. we palyed games over msn. it was kinda fun. my first time actually. but i gotta admit, we are thinking alike now and i like that kind of feeling. it wasnt like that initaially but i'm glad things are better now.

met gerald yeo on the train today. i'm actually on mc for food poisoning today but i still went for class. anyway he looks thinner. had small talk with him. realise reagan came booked out of army just after 4 days he enlist. reason being he was given mc for some stuff.

i'm in a dilemma. should i go into corporate line or go into TV/radio line?

God if it is your will, show me the way.

auf weidersen.